Farewell...

this is it, its been well overdue
i guess its time, to finally let go of you
i'll keep myself busy, with everything i say and do
but whenever i take a minute, my mind will drift back to you
i never wanted us end like this, i knew i would have to let you go
and its killing me inside, but i'll never let you know
i wanted us to work, i wanted this thing to survive
but neither of us, could keep this thing alive
and i wonder did you ever care, or were your words all lies
but if they were it wouldnt be surprise, i could see it in your eyes
but somehow i still tried to stay, always let you get in my way
thought all these feelings went away...
but it doesnt matter anymore, cant keep doing this to my heart
only for you to tear it apart
so ...
this is it, only time will tell
but until then ... farewell

My Girls!

Its another day
we're all here
and all my girls
make my troubles disappear
through all the inside jokes
the countless pranks and laughs
these girls are the best friends
any girl could have
the talk about boys
and styles and shoes
our crazy conversations
about whatever we choose
i love my girls
and everything about them under the sun
replacing my girls just cant be done
sisters we are
sisters we'll always be
i live in you
and you live in me

Im So Sorry

sorry the moonlight didnt look good on my skin
but it looked flawless on hers
sorry i wasnt what you wanted
hope you get what you deserve
sorry she cared for you
and I cared a little bit more
sorry I couldnt let my troubled eyes
stop these tears from falling to the floor
I realize you'll always see something in her that you'll never see in me
but in the end i guess thats how you always wanted it to be
so ...
when you realize all those pretty girls
wont always fall at your feet
and you wanna come crawling back to me
well save your breath cause guess what i dont need
an apology, cause you missed out on me

Unsure

i just sit in my room

and write words on the walls

just to pass the time

'til somebody calls

never thought it would be me

the one staring at the phone

to fool myself and think

im not so alone

but if you do call

you'll only call for a minute

and then hang up

like your heart's not really in it

then i'll be lonely again

the feeling i always dread

so much thought

after so little said

maybe its a sign

thats telling me to move on

but my world is incomplete

whenever your gone



Wait For You

you always find a way to put me down
but at the end od the day, im still around
i'll tell you im gone, for good this time
and you say 'go ahead', like without me you'll be fine
maybe you will but your the flame that lights fuse
life fills complete when your around and your heart i'd hate to loose
and it seems like you know i wont really ever leave
so you use that as a threat against me
kind of like your provoking me to go
but when I dont, you'll say 'I told you so'
see thats our love and some people will never understand
but times running out as if im siinking in sand
Yes, i love that i know
but your love, for some reason, your so scared to show
and it gets me so mad when you play dumb
why cant you just see your the one
maybe you need time to figure us out
but the story of us im beginning to doubt
And its sad cause i set my hopes up so high
and this world is too enchanted to let this life pass us by
so heres to us one day being together
but you gotta hurry up cause i wont wait on you forever

I wonder

I wonder if you’ll remember me
When you go searching again
I wonder if you’ll think of me
As just a friend
I wonder if you’ll find her
The girl of your dreams
Maybe I wasn’t her
No matter how it seemed
I wonder when you talk
And you look in her eyes
Do wish it was me
The one you could recognize
I wonder did you ever
Think to try and get me back
Or was I just another fading memory
Was it importance that I lacked
I wish you would have said
That you didn’t love me
So I could’ve stopped pretending
To be the girl that you wanted that to be
I wonder  do you watch
That girl you found fall asleep
Do you love her presence
And the joy she keeps
I wonder was I ever good enough
To make you feel whole
Maybe you just weren’t the guy
That was completely right for my soul
I wonder when you go to sleep
And your arms are wrapped around her tight
Do you ever wonder what I wonder
In the still of the night
-Harmoni Moore

Words by Harmoni: Drunken Driver

Words by Harmoni: Drunken Driver: You. You didn’t do a thing. You were being the perfect child when you went to that party. All the other kids were drinking and smoking but y...

The Human Race

I once read a quote that said that people are complicated and we rush to grow up and then when we do, we wish we were young again. They said we anxiously think about the future, forget to live in the present, and constantly think about mistakes in the past. Were too afraid to take chances, pass them up, & then when it’s too late we get angry for not taking it or trying harder. Sometimes we don’t speak up when something’s bothering us. Sometimes we want attention and go off to the side alone hoping someone will come over & ask what’s wrong but if no one does we feel worse. We’ll do something to someone and get mad when they do it to us, sort of like hypocrites. Sometimes when were sad we listen to sad songs to remind of us of the sadness so we get even sadder. People also deny the very pleasure we have wanted once it’s in our reach. That is the way of people to want something and then act like they don’t just for someone to try harder to give it to them. But they find themselves beyond angry because no one did try harder to give them the thing they rejected as if they didn’t want it. Simply because they can’t say yes, refuse to yes, and won’t admit the answer is yes when they mean yes. I am a person myself and I admit I’ve done these things but I have no reasoning’s why. In the end we regret chances we didn’t take, relationships we were too afraid to be in, and decisions we waited too long to make! If I’ve gathered any information about people it’s that we are complicated and complex in every way. Maybe if we weren’t so scared and just did things we would be so much better off, because it’s like my mother says “A chance is a lot like a picture, it would be so nice if you just took it.”

Drunken Driver

You. You didn’t do a thing. You were being the perfect child when you went to that party. All the other kids were drinking and smoking but you just danced and had Sprite instead. When that guy you’ve been crushing on passed you that cigarette, you simply pushed his hand aside & when you were asked “Wanna beer?’’ you simply said no even though the sober friend you came here with is now drunk and screaming in your ear saying “You should live a little”. But even so, you just keep on dancing because despite the drinking, the party’s pretty fun. Seeing all your friends and just having a blast but now the parties winding down & the music has turned slow. You just saw your drunken friend head upstairs with a stranger who has a slick smile on his face. You tried to tell her she’s ruining her life but she’s so drunk she doesn’t even know what you’re saying. She tells you she’ll find her own ride home & you give up knowing tomorrow she’ll call crying asking what happened to her. So you head out and grab an extra soda for the road. You get in the car & thank God that you didn’t give in to temptation and put the can of Sprite in the cup holder next to you. Then you pull off & wave at everyone else who is leaving. You pop open that sprite and start drinking it as you pull up at a light and your phone buzzes. You look down and it’s your mom asking when you are coming home. You pick up the phone and your light turns green. As you press on the gas there are these bright headlights that are blinding you and then you feel it. The impact of the SUV that just smashed into your side of the car. Your head hits the glass and your phone goes flying out the window. Blood is everywhere and since you didn’t bother to buckle up you too fly out the car and land in the middle of the street. You lay there motionless. And then you hear it. The sirens the screams. You look up and there’s your mom screaming about her precious baby. Then the man that supposedly hit you is up & walking; drunk. And as the last seconds of your life go by, you don’t understand why you had to die even though you did the right thing. You tell your mom you love her and tell her to tell Dad be strong. You tell her to tell your brother that your sorry for the argument you guys had before you left to go to the party. A tear runs down your face as your mom sobs. You then feel your eyes pulling to each other and you can no longer hold on. And as you lay there dying, you close your eyes and just before you go you manage to say, “Goodbye.”